28 December 2012.
If I still have a girlfriend I would spend credits to just call her. It's our monthsary.
But now here I am. With a katana on one hand. And a vampire's decapitated head on the other.
My delusions are getting worse. Desperately praying to God for an answer. Imagining what would happen today if it was not because of my stupidity. I am ever regretful for everything.
Truthfully. I am okay.
But I miss her like hell. I wanted to call her and say how much I love her. But I can't.
To put this easily, I separate myself into two parts.
This part. Haziq.
He misses her like hell. He loves her so much. Everything without her is different. Everything seemed dull.
That's why he won't stop trying.
The other part, Amirul.
He is actually is relieved when all this happens. A human would just hinder his adventure. Tiny stuffs like mushy stuffy woogie goo goo is shit. I have a job to do.
That's why he doesn't care.
But not getting any news from her is driving me mad. I need to see her. I really do.
If I still have a girlfriend I would spend credits to just call her. It's our monthsary.
But now here I am. With a katana on one hand. And a vampire's decapitated head on the other.
My delusions are getting worse. Desperately praying to God for an answer. Imagining what would happen today if it was not because of my stupidity. I am ever regretful for everything.
Truthfully. I am okay.
But I miss her like hell. I wanted to call her and say how much I love her. But I can't.
To put this easily, I separate myself into two parts.
This part. Haziq.
He misses her like hell. He loves her so much. Everything without her is different. Everything seemed dull.
That's why he won't stop trying.
The other part, Amirul.
He is actually is relieved when all this happens. A human would just hinder his adventure. Tiny stuffs like mushy stuffy woogie goo goo is shit. I have a job to do.
That's why he doesn't care.
But not getting any news from her is driving me mad. I need to see her. I really do.
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